Holiday = No Holiday

First time I felt like holiday is so meaningless and boring . I think this is the first time I am not going back to Miri for my mid sem break. One week, how should I spend this loneliness week ?

There are many assignments are waiting for me to finish them. I need to hand in them right after the one week holidays. And the irritating FYP ! Sorry to all my readers because in this final year FYP and assignment are the TWO words that will keep appear in my blog post. 

Final year makes my university life so dull. Sometime, I will think whether I can finish my final year on time. I am so afraid that I can't do it. My parents, siblings all put hope on me. All of them are already excited for my convocation. This make me feel more burden. I worry I will make them disappointed. Even my supervisor said as the eldest in family, I sure will feel stress because all responsibility are on my shoulder.

Pray more and work hard is the only way for me to face all this. I can't rely on others people. The more hope I put on somebody, the more disappointment I get. This happen to me recently. I need someone to express all this .........

Bring me out from all this unhappy mood !